1. |
To Pass In Solitude
07:28
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painstakingly I make it through another day
depression haunts me
or is it comfort I find
amongst the sadness
knowing my final day is soon
makes letting go easy...
hopelessness is inevitable
and life is a fraction of what I had hoped
I am the reason for ruin
I blame myself for this
tears shed and blood spilled
but pain will never end
to pass... in solitude
happiness is an illusion
a justification to suffer
to see "brighter days"
I can't help but see the truth
and the waste in humans
there is no reason to
remain in this world
"you miserable piece of shit"
I hate this world
can't figure out what I'm missing
in spite of it all
I live... another day
hoping to capture a sense of what was
before pain had succumb
and washed away any meaning
now all I feel is hate
a void that can't be filled
and I'm finally letting go...
the many times I've tried
to end this pathetic life
I can't understand
what is the meaning of
a life without love
to be forgot
to pass... in solitude
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2. |
Please Don't Remember Me
07:05
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depression eats at my every being
I've forgotten who I once was
the four walls draw closer
as the thought of "will I be missed"
leaves my mind
finally I can end this miserable shit
as you feel sorry for your perfect life
I push the blade deeper
severed veins gush frozen blood
this time I will go through with this...
one final reflection
of all the disappointment
and unfulfilled promise
please don't remember me
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3. |
Futility In Prevention
05:26
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my life is over
chip on my shoulder
burying what you left...
lost and forgotten
can't help but wonder
will you care when I'm gone
drowning in hatred
there's no mistaking
that my life has come to a pitiful end
the pain of loss consumes my every thought
wish I knew how to fix this shit
guess I couldn't stomach the pain I felt when you left
now I can't help but make several incisions
at the slightest reminder that I was the reason
for our lives to fade into ash, forgotten
they say it takes time to recover
but I've only been declining as time goes on
it only get worse misery has consumed my life
comfort found with blade against skin an absence of purpose
the insignificance of life
and futility in prevention...
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4. |
One Final Reflection
07:37
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dragged through the shit
you put me through
into a life I wish I never knew
wasting away
lost sense of time
three weeks or three days
is that a bad sign
pain I had felt the day I found out
you finally followed through with it
hard to explain what I've gone through
so depression shelters me without you...
the knife in my back bleeds from the way you left me
now I'm scrambling... to pick up pieces
of this incomplete shit... some may call a life
I'm giving up, but not out of cowardice
simply because I can't live another day
I've bleed a thousand times
and my memories have faded
but the scars... remain
to remind me
of regret
I'm tired of pretending to be okay
this character I hide behind
I hate my true self
and the fake mask I put on
"I'll be fine" until I'm... dead
I wish I could just be forgotten
I guess that was my final request
I'm burying myself with the past
the last hour of my life
has been as meaningless as the rest
as the blood pours
I lose consciousness
but only then
do I reach bliss
one final reflection...
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